Saturday, August 1, 2009
Why did I create this Blog?
When I was 19 my girlfriend cheated on me with a Black Man, and we broke up. I was devastated and didn't get over it for a long time. The next girl I dated also cheated on me with a Black Guy. I was completely destroyed, I vowed to never date again. Eventually I did, but this time it was different, I was always afraid I would lose her, I told her all my fears and she used them to mold me and change me and soon she too was cheating on me but this time with my full blessing.
I had no self esteem and she used that.
She introduced me to the concept of Black Cock Worship, and seeded my obsession. We didn't last and soon I was living on my own and secretly worshiping Big Black Men. I collected pictures, movies, pornography anything I could get. I never thought of myself as gay, but then one night I found my self at a porn shop buying a huge black dildo. I didnt use it right away and once I did it took me 3 months to finally get it balls deep. It wasn't even all that big for a black cock. Soon after that I began buying bigger and bigger dildos, and keeping them buried in my ass and throat when ever I had a chance.
One night I went back to the porn shop and noticed a Black Man going into the arcade booth area. I had never gone in there but I had heard about what goes on. After a few minutes of building up courage I went back there and walked around till I saw him. He was standing against the back wall near an empty booth. I began walking, scared and shaking, but I made quick eye contact with him and nodded toward the booth. I went inside and at first nothing, but then he came in. I asked if I could do anything for him. He just smiled and put his hand on my shoulder pushing me down. I sucked his cock for like 45 minutes before he thrust deep and blew his load in my throat. I was so glad I had the courage to do it.
Now years later I am a serious believer in the supremacy of Black Men, and the inferiority of white men. I wish we lived in a world where Black Men are Gods and the white race served them as such.
That is what this blog will be about. How to live your life in worship to Big Black Men
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3 comments:
OMG! my teenieweenie was dripping as i read this! It sounds so much like my experience! i sucked my 1st Black Cock in a Sears restroom! my late Wife sent me in there to service Any & All Men who came in there! i looked through the glory hole & saw a yummy Black Cock & just as fast, it was pushed through & it was so big & juicy, i fell in love with it...He was married, so i was only allowed to suck Him there, which i did for 5 years!! tytyty 4 Ur sexy entry!
Luv, sissy glenda
i also believe in the Supremacy of the Black Man, so much so i do not even live as a white boi any longer.
i have been taking female hormones now for over five years, i work and live my life as the woman i've always truly been. At this point in my life i am unowned. But i service only Black Men and will surrender myself only to Black Men. i have given myself to any Black Men every chance i could, i would like to be owned again, i need the Black Mans sex so badly, i love surrendering my head, throat and ass to a Black Mans strong hands and rigidly strong thick Supreme Cock.
i never jack off, i'm too small for that, no, but i love using a vibrater like any other woman does and it the Black Men that have fuck me that i think of when i do.
I have given myself to the Black Men since I was 14. I was broke by three maintenance guys in the project building I once lived. After the first one took notice of me, and verbal swept initiated me, he took me down the boiler room and let him have his way with me. It felt like a sharp razor cut the insides of me. After that day, he came to the apartment door and asked for me. It never occur to me it was illegal since he was probably twice my age... all of them. After a dozens times running to the boiler room and bleed for him while taking it standing, he became uninterested, verbally abused me by calling me names, he passed me around to his friends to use me. I never felt any different at the time, but still beg for his attention once or twice after he gave to his friends. I learned a few tricks from them. I learned to respect them as fuck friends. This went for over two years off and on. At sixteen, my family moved to another town... and a new school. At school, the second week I meet a school mate named Milton. He took interest in me and we became friends in and out of school. He was a real teaser at the beginning. A couple of weeks later I became his fuck buddy. We fucked in abandoned buildings around the neighborhood. Sometimes he brought his friends and we did it chain form. I learned to love him but he wasn't interest in those feelings. I learned the hard way to be verbally abused, face smacked and be a punching bag at times. At 17 1/2 I run away from home and find myself living with a much older black. He was dominant and verbal aggressive too. He loved to spank me and make me felt it was all my fault. I guess, I learned to be more attracted to black strong, verbal and dominant men.
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