Saturday, August 1, 2009
I was thinking about getting together with other whitebois and renting a house in a city with a high population of black men. We could maintain the house for a group of Black Men, who could come over when ever they wanted with any of their friends to use any of the white bois as they choose. We could pay all the bills, and give them the left over cash. We would do all the cleaning, including their cars when they were over. We could all work two or three jobs to provide them with as much money as possible. We would rent a huge house but all live in the garage or basement in bunks. We would live in complete poverty so that are Black Masters could live in luxury. We would take care of any white women they got pregnant and provide for the children, who would have to live in a different location. We would dedicate our lives to serving Black Men and being used by them. We would provide them service they demanded of us. What do you think let me know. If any of you white bois are interested send me an email so we can discuss it further.
When I was 19 my girlfriend cheated on me with a Black Man, and we broke up. I was devastated and didn't get over it for a long time. The next girl I dated also cheated on me with a Black Guy. I was completely destroyed, I vowed to never date again. Eventually I did, but this time it was different, I was always afraid I would lose her, I told her all my fears and she used them to mold me and change me and soon she too was cheating on me but this time with my full blessing. I had no self esteem and she used that. She introduced me to the concept of Black Cock Worship, and seeded my obsession. We didn't last and soon I was living on my own and secretly worshiping Big Black Men. I collected pictures, movies, pornography anything I could get. I never thought of myself as gay, but then one night I found my self at a porn shop buying a huge black dildo. I didnt use it right away and once I did it took me 3 months to finally get it balls deep. It wasn't even all that big for a black cock. Soon after that I began buying bigger and bigger dildos, and keeping them buried in my ass and throat when ever I had a chance. One night I went back to the porn shop and noticed a Black Man going into the arcade booth area. I had never gone in there but I had heard about what goes on. After a few minutes of building up courage I went back there and walked around till I saw him. He was standing against the back wall near an empty booth. I began walking, scared and shaking, but I made quick eye contact with him and nodded toward the booth. I went inside and at first nothing, but then he came in. I asked if I could do anything for him. He just smiled and put his hand on my shoulder pushing me down. I sucked his cock for like 45 minutes before he thrust deep and blew his load in my throat. I was so glad I had the courage to do it. Now years later I am a serious believer in the supremacy of Black Men, and the inferiority of white men. I wish we lived in a world where Black Men are Gods and the white race served them as such. That is what this blog will be about. How to live your life in worship to Big Black Men